syasya

how do u like chinese guys?

2010-11-30T01:55:00.001+11:00

hmm...i dont know abt chinese guys...but i sure do love my chinese boyfriend..i think he's the greatest :)

Till death do us apart

2010-06-19T20:15:00.002+12:00

Ok this is my first time updating my blog via phone.
Sooo exciting..
Eventhough my laptop is just right beside me, I solely choose to use my phone due to my personal interest :)
Its a whole different world here.
Soo weird...
Everything is micro sized.
OKEY! Enough abt my weird preferences.
Lets talk abt ME!!! *giggles*

Today im just gonna sit at home and watch my life go by.
Nah..just kidding...
Im gonna go holland V with baby and get ourselves a beer to drink.
Sounds fun right.
Yea I think so too:)

I guess tts sll for today.
Goodbye now...

Our day

2010-06-06T18:32:00.003+12:00

Happy 100th day baby

how sweet

My Precious

2010-05-26T03:54:00.000+12:00

You send shivers down my spine,
In a good way.

When you touch my bare skin,
It's Euphoric.

You're part of me forever,
I am your girl.

You are my reason to live,
And you are my man.

Happy 3 months Shawn Xu

My wonderful man

2010-03-23T00:39:00.004+11:00

Hello readers:)
I know... I know...
It's been a while huh?
Well... When you lose passion for something, in my case blogging, you're better off not
trying to salvage it.

But that's not why I'm here today.
I'm not trying to save my god forsaken blog.
I'm here to share something..or rather...SOMEONE...
someone special...
Someone that fills my mind every single night. He's the last thing that fades from the edges of
my consciousness as i drift off into peaceful slumber.
The first thing that rises to the surface of my thoughts like the golden sun rises outside my window.
When I lay there piled high with cozy blankets, my eyes closed but my mind awake and just the thought of him pulls the corners of my mouth into the most content of smiles.

Oh ya..
Back to my point.
Got a bit too carried away there.
Basically I have a boyfriend now.
And I want you to know how in LOVE I am with this one person.

His name is SHAWN XU LIANG JIN.
No shit he's a chinese.
And I love it.

Do you have any idea, what it’s like to wake up and feel like you’re going to have a great day,
you wake up refreshed,
the temperature of your shower is simply perfect,
you have a great breakfast, everything sets into place,
That’s how he makes me feel. That's how you make me feel baby.
Right now I feel like the most luckiest girl alive.
And I wouldn't trade this feeling for anything :)
Because I don't think I can ever bear loosing you.
On that note I'm ending this post with a poem for my baby.
I tried..well..Here it goes.*deep breaths*

Love is a facade of lust

Personified as one of the deadly sins

But that don't matter because it's you that I trust

And I want to be forever in your arms

Love is a risky game as some may say,
Call me a daredevil, for now I live to play.
The songs they sing, the music they play,
I never knew it’s meaning, till you came my way.

Love is blind, Love is crazy.

You got me dreaming even in the day,

If Shawn was a verb, it would be ‘Love’ I say.

Oooh baby..you sweep me away

Damn I tried baby...
I really did.
I can't compete with your poems though...
You're still the best:)
But I think I wasn't so bad right baby...
Well.. I learnt it from the pro himself.

p.s I LOVE YOU SAYANG

I n f a t u a t i o n

2009-12-15T01:36:00.001+11:00

When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. It doesn’t need to be a good reason. Taking photographs of the night sky, for example. Now, in the long run, that’s just the kind of dumb, irritating habit that would cause you to split up. But in the haze of infatuation, it’s just what you’ve been searching for all these years.

3.20AM and still living

2009-12-10T05:44:00.004+11:00

THIS JUST HAPPENED TO BE CANDID PEOPLE!!
NO HE'S NO TRYING TO KISS ME!!!
HELL NO!!

tapi kalau romeo n juliet npk ni pic..comfirm drg menangis kn
:)
MUAHAHAHA

U p d a t e d

2009-09-13T18:55:00.000+12:00

Back by popular demand.
I have now updated.

Okay with that done.
Imma end this post.
Ok i was just kidding.

How many times have you visited a blog and got lost in it?
I mean you don't freaking know what's going on and found yourself snoring off after one paragraph?
I mean this son of a jackasses blog about their everyday mundane shits that ain't at all interesting.

''Today i met my bf and we went to watch 'some dumb high school musical movie'. After that we go have our dinner at 'some dumb fast food'.God i love the cheeseburger, its so soft and cheesy. I couldn't finish up my coke cause I was full. Must be because of the cheeseburger, which happens to be so soft and cheesy.I love cheeseburgers and ouu, my bf too. ''

or

''Today is sunday. My auntie came to my house. She brought along my favorite chocolate. i am happy. I love my aunt. i hope she loves me too''

or

Some might post all 'sperm killing pictures of themselves half naked at home after shower.
Or posing with their helmet on one hand and a cigg on the other with a gucci bag around their neck and standing beside a super4 KR RXZ(what ever superheroes they come across or any letters that them bitch can remember that sounds good together)

Now..now..Crap like that won't make my day you see.

I don't wanna know how many cheeseburgers you ate, or how many aunties came to your house bringing chocolates or even seeing pictures of you wearing nothing but a cloth rag and looking and pictures of how proud you are to have a bf who rides something as good as a bicycle.

So if I happen not to blog for a very long time, don't complain.
I just wanna save my time,your time, PLUS i am actually abit lazy.
The next time i post, I assure you there won't be a ''cheeseburger'' or ''guess how many aunties came to my house today'' posts.

On that note.
Imma end my post.
God bless y'all.

With love,
and more love,
Syasya

BISEXUAL

2009-09-02T22:38:00.001+12:00

What's happening to society?
First of all..
Girls who claimed they are BISEXUAL but never been with a women, YOU ARE NOT BI,
i repeat,YOU ARE NOT BI.
You think being BI is cool?
People used to keep it a secret if they are one, but now they are really proud of it.
Damn women you fucking retard!
By liking someone elses boobs doesn't make you a BI.
Its common nature to notice another woman's assets because usually women are a little
more self conscious.
I think Angelina Jolie is sexy as hell i mean SMOKING hot but i wouldn't touch her vagina or go near that area.
Just because you find woman attractive doesn't make you BI.
OK..get it?
damn women you pissed me big time.

T o r e s s I n s p i r e d

2009-08-24T23:25:00.002+12:00

I really wanted to post some shit up here.
But I was unable to.
Today was my chance to post sum sumtin'.
So i'm posting for the sake of posting, because i've come to realize that my blog is freaking dead. As some might say.

So here I am living it up again.
As I don't have a specific topic to crap all day, I'm cutting this post short.
I have got a lot of shits to tell. But I'm not gonna do that.
Cause I'm sick today. And I hate that, it makes me sad.

Anyways, I'd cut my hair.
Yerp.. It's gone alright.
I cut it twice in one day.
What used to be wavy and long, now is short and straight.
My first trip to SNIP AVENUE didn't do much diff to my hair.
I paid 3.80 fucking singapore dollars for that.
I should had shove that dryer up her sorry ass.
Then, to my second hair cut which got me looking like torres.
Well, no use complaining now.

On that note, I'm ending this post.
But look out for my next post.
Now i have all the time in this god damn forsaken earth to post all i want!!
Thank god Exams are over!
And ouuu ouu..
Happy fasting to all those who are fasting eh!
=D

s y a s y a

2009-06-17T22:31:00.005+12:00

Last Friday was embarrassing la. I know they know. But I didn't know Tosh was skating there. DAMN!! Super humiliating ah! The next day then he told me he saw me at City Hall *$%# !! hee~shhhhh

So this few days have been meeting up with bunch of peeps. One from secondary school. A senior of mine. haha.
Been a long time since I met him. Say a year or so?
Had Asraf to take me from his place. Cause we were planning to watch a movie at Ehub. I waited for like half hour for him at Pasir Ris CC. Stupid dude.
Sadly the movie was M18, and I'm not qualify yet. So we couldn't watch ''Blood". Went to the beach instead and talk about his problems and girls. Oh well.

And yesterday finally I had the time to go out and start on my assignments. Went to Aishah's place to do our drawing essential assignments. But we got caught up with dance videos, food and TV so we ended up with less than a half hour drawing time =( And then her friend came over and talk about his problems. People and their problems are endless yaw. Thereafter met Azam for a while then went home=D At home watched American Pie . Told Aishah to watch the same time as me. Hee.
She thinks I'm a retard :( But I think I'm just playin' sweet :)

Have a nice day y'all.
Me got a room to clean:(
Till next time!!

b a c k f r o m b a t a m

2009-06-11T20:02:00.010+12:00

Batam was alright. Nothing extraordinary. But everything was extraordinarily cheap there. It's like paying with monopoly money.

Their Rp6700 is equivilant to SGD$1. haha .

So I became an instant millionaire there.

Stayed at a kampong . That few days, I had a really hard life.

No tap water, no chairs, no entertaiment, nothing I tell you !

But I didn't complaint, cause they were very kind to us:)

Anyways I was back home 2 days ago, and received a text from Wanie. It says that Aggasi was going back Phillipines for good:(

So yesterday went to airport Terminal 2 with Aizah. Met the rest there.

We almost didn't make it man.
Everybody was already hugging Aggasi goodbye.

He looked calm though no tear at all.

If I were him, I would cry my eyes out. Pity he had to leave so soon.

We all will miss you Agassi.

Thereafter, we ate at popeyes. Then Nisa & Fad left. So the rest went back to Tampines to meet up with Yul. And then we went Simei to watch the guys jam:) For a second there , we totally forget about Aggassi. Oh well. We had a great time though.

Saw Aizat and Dani otw back. Told Dani I was going USA the day before but sekali terserempak plak dgn die. Rosak plan aku.

hahahahhahaha

Today ,I was suppose to go work.

But I'm not feeling well. So I told ABANG about it, early in the morning around 9 plus.

And ABANG was cool with that.

Then at around 11 plus Kamarrudin(my manager) told me to call Sakura or him and not to inform ABANG.

Then I was like ''He's my in charge jugak ape''

Then he da kalah point,he told me to go doctor take MC.
Supposedly a part-time worker don't have to produce MC if they are ill.

And so I told him I got no money.

Then he went like ''You go find a way. I nk mc by tomorrow''

NENEK DIE GILER LA!

I feel like quitting this stupid job sia. Grr

In the ferry going back Singapore Everything here is so cheap.$23 O.o$23 , where can find?A restaurant shaped like a ferry=DAt a spa/saloon This my friends, is not a HAPPY face!My motherCelebrated Nana's Bdae before going Batam

2009-06-01T16:52:00.002+12:00

Tagged by: Haikal

(1) your favourite spot to get kiss ?
* forehead and lips yaww.

(2) how you do feel when you woke up this morning ?
* alone:(

3) who was the last person you took photo with ?
*alone =)

4) would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
* Nope.

(5) would you ever donate blood ?
* hmm..i scared uh

(6) have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
* yeah.

(7) do you want someone dead ?
* yerp..but i got guts to kill him

(8) what does the last massage says ?
* hey babe da bgn?aku da otw

(9) what are you thinking right now ?
* T.I

(10) do you wish someone with you right now ?
* someone is with me right now :) aishah

(11) what time you went to bed last night ?
* 2am

(12) where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
* mango.

(13) is someone in your mind ?
* T.I

(14) who was the last person who text you ?
* aishah.IMT

(15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz .
1-Khai Design
2-Dedey
3-Fadel
4-Nadia
5-Rizzy
6-Aishah
7-Wanie
8-Hafiz Ciplak
9-Min
10-Icahsiao

(16) who is 2 having relationship with ?
* nobody

(17) is 3 male or female ?
* male.

(18) if 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
* they're straight

(19) what is 1 studying about ?
* design in tp.

(20) when was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
* ntah.

(21) is 4 single ?
* yeah.but unavailable

(22) say something about 2 ?
* he's H-O-T

(23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
* aishah has a guy.so no cant do.

(24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
* me? drg nyer suadalam ah.haha

(25) do you like 3 ?*
yeah, but i lyk all my friends..

2009-05-23T02:25:00.030+12:00

You never miss a good thing till' it leaves you.
And finally I realize that I need you.
I thought this was a good idea.
But I'm starting to think twice about my decision.
I need direction. I need your direction.

With Love,
S Y A S Y A

In tp's lift

Mazni & Mua

MR Kway Htut. How cute.

Me like.

Aishah & Aisyah

Me and Hunny :) The eyes the lips the nose the hair. MESSY ME! & ouh DEDEY DOooDOOo

Fat lips and Fat fingers.

Dedey the Drag. hahahahhaha

He claims himself as a Zara model.

HAHA. DA BERIBU KALI AKU CKP TAK LAYAK! hahahah

Grr. *winks*

2009-05-17T18:44:00.023+12:00

Each of us has a voice within us. Sometimes we listen to it, but sometimes we avoid it.

The Voice is our deepest Truth, and we filter everything we see and hear through its endless advice. The problem is that now I'm in a dilemma on whether to listen to the Voice or not.

However, the world around us may not be within our control, but how we perceive it, taste it, judge it, understand it, That is entirely our domain. Let's just put this theory into my dilemma and see how things go.

----

This few weeks have been great.

YIPPY!

I actually enjoy going to school. =D

Taha, just got his license

Nope we're not.Just close ok.

MOOBS!AGUN!

PS: to my babygirl.HAPPY Bdae DEAR! MUAX

with love and more love
s y a s y a <3

o n t h e r un

2009-05-04T03:29:00.015+12:00

I hate this part right here.
Starting life anew on a fresh page. I'm like a newborn learning everything again.
Hoping to get my life back, the way it should be.

Those who helped me in the way will always be remembered. Here are those fews.=D

Slumber party!!!

He helped me the mostShe who has all the problems in the world

with love and more love,

syasya

XOXOX

p r e v e n t i o n i s b e t t e r t h a n c u r e

2009-04-25T14:45:00.004+12:00

My perfectly formed life has just crumbled upon me.
I may not be able to continue school.
I may not be able to aquire any trust from my parents anymore.
I may not even live with them again.
I need aid, motivation and hugs.
Filled with fear and apprehension. I'm afraid.

I've regretted many things in life.
But never had I felt this way.
Way beyond regret.
Ashamed, dishonoured and sad.
I could just have prevented it from happening.
I'm such an idiot.

Dear God,

Where are you? I need your guidance .
Or should I find you?
God? You there. I'm sorry. Sorry I let everyone down,especiall YOU.

Show me you still care.

with love and more love,
S y a s y a

[L]if[E]

2009-04-22T19:21:00.008+12:00

These few days have been a blast.

New school,new friends,new atmosphere. It couldn't get any better.

I've been missing on the blog for quite sometime.

Many2 events had taken place while I'm gone.
But it would be impossible to recall back every single one of them.

So Let me just continue where I had stopped.

Ermm..Let me just continue, cause I don't recallwhere I'd stop.

This past few weeks haven't been going that smooth, but I enjoyed it and I treasured it.
Ups and down here and there, isn't a new thing. So I guess my life is still Normal.

Have been spending ample time with my loved ones.

Can I just stop here? OK.

At CoffeebeanOtw to MediaCorpCabot Madrasah.heheNadia & meAyO!!!

PS: I highlited my hair..YEY!!

2009-04-08T00:38:00.009+12:00

Hi.

Sorry for the wait.

No,this blog is not yet dead, and neither am I.

Unfortunately,I've been very busy with my own affairs, and I haven't had time to update...

But when I do, I promise you it will be a great one.

So today, let me upload some pictures. There's too much and I only managed to upload these few.

I'm in lovee.. Look at the differences from this picture to the other bottom ones. We took it when the sun started to set until the was no more light.

He's gone.Goodbye
I'll update you with more on the next post.

PS: I'm now studying in TP's Interactive Media Technology course(stop asking!)

...

2009-03-09T20:02:00.002+11:00

ey..
im like super bz and i never update for like a few months now..
and im now using a club's com..
and i got 10 mins left...

i just wanna say i miss school and i'm enjoying the hols with baby!!
it's 2 mths plus now that we've been together.
im sooo gonna miss him during his camp..
:(
and i miss school mates too...

i'm not gonna use the com any time soon,
see ya...=D
peace!

[a]re you certain you're looking out for me up ther[e]

2008-12-15T00:47:00.003+11:00

(went town to shop & i dont have prom pics:()

Sorry for the long absence.
My desktop haven't been nice to me.

Dear GOD,

I know i haven't believe in you since I found out fairies didn't exist, but in my hours of need, please,
i beg you, please turn back my life to how it used to. I don't want to loose her over this minor blip.
God please help me, I'm going crazy over here.
Are you there God?
Look, I know it was a truly stupid thing to do.
God?

Hey,it's not like I'm asking for world peace or anything, just a tiny favor I really love her, and I swear to you in the future I'll be a better person.

With love and more love.
ME

RAYE ---->O LVL[updated]

2008-10-13T23:06:00.006+12:00

now he's tallnow he's not. heeeraye with the big guyshelmet silau seyadorable siabetter be savethats not all..there's more at mum's work place bluetooth device screwed and the only resources available is through other people's profiles.
more coming.only time will tell.....

mls uh nk panjang2.

bye

art is wicked in singapore

2008-09-19T11:44:00.000+12:00

There is no way to measure an artist, or their work, because nothing matters, but their vision. Their acceptance by the rest of the world is merely external.

I hate art!

September babies la

2008-09-13T01:52:00.012+12:00

So here I am again!
School life hasn't been a stroll in the park for me.

And I don't think its gonna end any time soon.
I had my last Prelim paper today.
So far the Prelim was a knock out!
Lets just talk about that after I get my results.
Now I want to hurray-hurray

To do that, i have to first get out of the house and get away from the books.
See, it may sound simple, but unfortunately, me dumb self forgot to bring the house key again.
And no one was at home, and I had to meet my cousins in a few hours.
I was unable to step in the house for quite some time.
Luckily my brother popped in a bit later, giving me ample time to get ready.
=D

Once ready.
Im off to Gayland.
And it's funny how packed the place is.
If you really observe carefully , around 7o% of the people consits of teens.

C'mon they don't possibly go there to buy langsir ke cadar2 kn?
I know this, trust me.
haahaa
Buat menyemak jer.
Then I terserempak lagi dgn this son-of-a-sucker.
It's just awkward for me to even look into his eyes.
Oh well.
Im glad that's over.

in the the room tgh siap2.

now you know why i always take a long time to get ready.

gaylang si paku gaylang! gaylang!! kn?

AND Happie bdae to these September BABIES!

MOK!!DEDEY! AND MY LOVELY DAD!=D

adios sucker
Iloveazam=D

u made me that much stronger

2008-09-04T19:12:00.003+12:00

'You can close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see
but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel'
Somebody told me this quote before.
And I truly find it meaningful in so many aspects .
I've closed my eyes to the things you did to me.
But it was impossible for me to close my heart to the hurt that I felt,back then.
And at one point of time my love for you was replaced by hatred.
In a way,I did hate you.
For causing me so much pain,for making me cry every night,for making me shut myself from the whole world.
Part of the reason why I'm laid back and refuse to bother about some things you do now is because I can't bear the thought of going through the pain again.
You've made me that much stronger to control my emotions.
As much as being in control of my emotions is a great thing, I can't risk loosing you again.
:(

All I'm trying to say is that,
inbetween those crazy emotions of mine,
I am still,strongly and deeply in love with you.
But im sick and tired of us quarrelling over stuff that don't bring great significant to our relationship.
And most of the time Im the one who caused you to worry and In a way you're furious with how my life works.
I apologize on how things go and so I guess now you know Karma's a bitch.
But I'm not working with her.
I want you to understand that I am trying to make it work too.
It may seem that the only one trying is you,but that is not true.
Once again I apologize for giving you a hard time.
And I'm glad you decide to have some time off from each other .
I don't need any distraction right now.
Especially when I have assignments piling up and coursework to hand in .

Well, talking about coursework, who knows when's the deadline for our submission!!??

Mine might look complete but trust me, it's not even near complete.

Maybe just C O M _ _ _ _ _ but not COMPLETE. haha.okok crap

tata=D

shut everything around me

2008-08-31T01:10:00.014+12:00

I had one hell heck of a day yesterday.

Stayed up with ma man till 6 a.m in the morning.

Just in time before my mum wakes up.

Took a shower and hurried to school with no bloody sleep.

Couldn't even take a nap in the bus for god knows why.

Celebrated Teacher's day and Mr.Lokhman 26 B'dae at the same time.

No one knew about the 'party',so no one brought or bought anything.

Luckily yaya and syaza were there to save the day.

Such angels.

They baked blueberry cheesecake and chocolate cake if i'm not wrong.

sedap tau

Watched a few peformances on stage thereafter.

The dancing was my favourite part.

Sadly, I don't have any videos to show.

They were bloody great!!

Only one person danced with semangat and it's so cute.

After school went to buy the girls studs at CS.

Me and fiqa bought nose studs.

She bought a red one and i bought a hot pink one.

It looks real good on display.

But when the time comes when i put it in my nose hole, it's looks nothing like the one on display.

Such a waste.

baked by yaya

syaza'slook!! hot pink! klakaa kn!
pardon my wet face.hahacame upon this cute thing!! its freaking big tau..BUT CUTE KN KN KN!??

I got no time to thank My Lowkey for his small gift to me.And i really appreciate it=D
THANKS AND HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY once again!=D

Look at the pink top. Just bought it at S&K a few days ago.

SO!!
It's time to press the mute button to everything around me.
Shut the windows and doors and start studying.
Read a book, do some maths , just get my mind working!
I keep on reminding myself on a daily basis but it just keeps on failing.
I think i need another appoach to trigger me to study.
I'm open for suggestions y'all.=D

Moving Mountains

2008-08-24T02:54:00.006+12:00

Lately I've been all over this song called ''Moving Mountains''

By Usher =)
Timberland help out on the rhythm and beats.
(Isn't he everywhere these days?)
One Republic
Keysha Cole
The Pussycats
Just to name a few.

So back to my point.
I think the song is lyrically great.
Except for one part where he sang ''And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost! ''.
A bit dramatic and ridiculous in my opinion.
But the serious in tone created by the beat and the rest of the lyrics offsets that.
I wished the track was a little bit catchier though.
Like his other hit singles ; YEAH! BURN & CONFESSIONS.
But It's pretty good though.
It's nice to see his breakthrough with this meaningful song after his long silence.
Take a listen.
Moving Mountains (Feat. Timbaland) (Clip) - Usher
I've managed to get the catchier one.
Moving Mountains (Full Phatt Remix) - Usher

So..
Let me just update you with my life events.
Yesterday I went out to study.
And me and my cousins managed to catch the fireworks.YEY!
(no pics though..but i guess ya'll know how fireworks look like..right?)
That really made my day after a head throbbing hours of studying.

Had POA class just now.
Not so bad la.
More than 2 hours of POA didn't kill me.
That was a surprise.
It's just sad that I had to give up my sleep to go POA.
(it was raining siol)
But no regrets.
Miss Wong is such sweetheart.

Till then.
Have a great weekend=D
I know I will.

just some random pictures I just received=D

h.a.h.a

2008-08-21T18:46:00.002+12:00

Today was a short day.
No extra lessons or anything.
But that don't make me have the reason to fool around and not study.
I do not feel very bright lately, I've not been paying attention in class and i could not
answer simple questions which I used to master from my Maths Booklet.
Prelims is nearing and its on Monday to be exact.
Im terrified sia.
Like seriously.

When I reached home from school just now i was greeted with angry shouts from my dad.
Thank You for being such a friendly dude.
I was getting the idea that he knew where I had placed my cigg.
OhBoy!
And indeed that was the reason why he got angry in the first place.
I tried hard to convince him into believing that it was my cousin's and not mine.
And I manage to win over his thoughts!
Haha..
terror kn.=D

On a lighter note.
Today ain't that awful.
Early in the morning, I managed to see my sayang. =D
I'm hmm..i don't know the right vocab to describe this feeling ..err..flabbergasted ?to see him early in the morning under my block.
I sayang him many many.

And to all my other sayangs that will be taking their Prelim HMT/MT tomorrow,
I would wished to laugh in your face tomorrow,but too bad I'm not coming to school!!
So I'll have the honor to laugh it all out right now.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

And ALL THE BEST y'all.
May your pencils are sharpened and your pens are not in white ink.
Also, don't forget to come on time.
You guys will be fine one la.

Till then
Take care

get real and chill motherfuckers!

2008-08-18T23:40:00.013+12:00

I had a great weekend.
and Im glad i shared it with Nadia.
I appreciate her.
She is always there whenever I needed her the most.
She always find time for me and that makes her special to me.
She too make me feel special.
People, you don't know nothing about us.
So, please don't judge us.
Senang peh bbl uh eh, korang kalau tak tau cite,takmo buat cite.

EeeDdisgusting kn!?haa=D And AZAM, sejahat mane pn u kat me.
Even kalau u da pna busted me sekali due kali ke beribu kali and bodoh2 kn me over and over again.
I love you. And I will always do. And you know that.
Tapi you pn satu uh,suke assume things.haiz
And please get over my past.tak payah slalu ungkit2 kn.
kalau i nk ungkit2 kn psl u busted me and etc pn bole tau.
tapi i tak. it will hurt me at the same time.
I've been one crazy girl and I know that.
I angkat biji2 haram tu sume cite lame uh.
Mmg uh org minum, tapi rilek uh, there's always someone i trust around me.
And i think Ure mean when u talk about my frends.
Bdk2 i campor tak sume rosak.u tak knl drg ,stakat npk sini sane jer.
that doesnt mean you noe them.
Bottom line is I LOVE YOU
and i will try to cut down on the bende2 yg u tak suke uh k.

Last, terserah korang uh nak cakap ape.
Aku tau aku tak sala.
Krg tak tau cite lagi mau bbl2 blakang.
Mulot aku tak begerak,mulot org yg bbl,yang kene aku!
krg2 pulak leh termakan kate2 die.
Without even asking me?
haahaa.
Kalau ikotkn hati aku da lame baling batu kat muke krg.
haha..takpe
Skg aku tau sape kawan sape lawan.
Krg2 yg hypocrite and the sweet talking motherfuckers leh g jahanam!

Da la da la.
Sape tak happy ngan aku tu kn tolong eh ,aku tak de buat bende yg buat ko tak happy.
I did not do anything that is of a concern to you.
Kalau sala, btolkn
Get the facts right before bbl2 psl aku.
PAHAM.

I got no time for this.
O lvl is at my top list of the things to do right now.
SO GET REAL AND CHILL .
k bye

NDP

2008-08-10T18:32:00.001+12:00

08.08.08

2008-08-09T02:03:00.011+12:00

HELLO good looking people!
If you haven't notice, I've been updating constantly for about 3 days already.
Now, thats not something i always do.
It's just that ,this week has been one hell of an exciting week for me and some others.

Lunch Time concert was held yesterday in our school's brand new basketball court.
And every single performance was great.
But like they say every good thing will eventually come to an end.
And someone just had to pop up when everything was going well.
And I'm referring to Mdm Mariam.*Maybe Mariam has her own reasons.
But poor Lay Han, she wasn't able to perform.

So just now was our school's official opening.
And the element of surprise that had me wondering 10 days 10 nights.haahaa,
was actually gazillions of balloons.
Ain't a surprise anymore kn ,when you step into the hall and the first thing that caught your eyes
are bundles of balloons hanging from the ceiling looking very obvious.

So the entire sec 4 and 5 cohort was there.Sticking our asses on
the chairs and doing nothing but
listen to lousy speeches and sing lousy songs.
But they sure save the best for last, and that is

FOOD.
Yea, tell me who won't get excited over them?
I know I was.

After we're full, we decided to go home.
But I don't know why but we were all excited over balloons just now.
So while passing the general office, we saw several balloons.
And it's not any ordinary balloons, but balloons filled with helium.
So me,Nadia, Fiqa and Aizah took one each.
But despite Mr Ow's approval of taking the balloons home,the not very kind Mrs Sim
just had to ruin it and instruct us to put it back.
BABI KAN!
So we did what she said and went home disappointed with only one non-helium balloon in hand.

I'll end my post now.
And I'll be updating about my trip to Singapore Flyer tomorrow, after watching NDP!
YEY!

told you we were excited over balloons=D

just some pics taken just now.haa
klaka kn.tak biase uh senyum tak npk gigi.haha.
me n aizah darling!!

this 3 people are the ones with no balls.
haha.joking2.=D
LET's do it again!!

i have videos from Lunch Time.
But I have no idea how to put it here.
tata=D

My last race =D

2008-08-06T19:52:00.008+12:00

Today was indeed torturous.

It was Cross Country.
We didn't literally ran the whole of Singapore though.
But like any other run, it was down right exhausting.
At some point i wanted to quit, but i pushed hard.
Damn fucking hard.
And do you know what kept me pushing?

Believe it or not,

It was Dr William Tan(refer to my previous post)

I was imagining the footage i saw when he was struggling hard on his wheelchair,
to get of the melting snow.
haha

So after the race ended, i searched for Nadia.
And so she told me that Dr William Tan was also in her mind through out the race.
Awwww. We think same2.

Even though we didn't get any medal ,
we did get a visor which i threw it on the way home =D
But overall, it was rewarding to have ran my last Cross Country while
I'm still in Pasir Ris Sec. =D

this is me with the stupid looking visor they gave us.& nadia=D

I shouldn't have taken a picture after the race.

So that was the first part for my post.
There's a second one.
haha

You know every graduating classes in my school have to design a class t-shirt.
So our class had done one too.
Ours turned out,hmm...
let's just say .. disastrous .
But i won't complaint much because i had done nothing to help.
And i guess,credit to those who had put much thought on the T-shit.

Well, that's not my point.
I went home and my brother showed me his class T-shit for the first time.
I was expecting something lame coming from a tech class.no offense.
But I was blown away on the design.
It looks soo much better than my class T-shit.
It bugged me that his cost at a reasonable price of $15 and mine cost at a whooping $20,
and still look like crap.

Let me just show you
It simple but way better than our design
Im still unsure why it says ''forty eight?''at the back of the shirt is the student's name=D

I wanted to show my class T-shit for you to compare.
But sadly I can't find where I last placed it.
Maybe in the rubbish shoot.
But I don't want to go near there.
=\

There is No Journey Too TOugh

2008-08-06T02:22:00.003+12:00

MR William Tan is one amazing man.
He had made miracles and drastic changes to his life.
Being on a wheelchair never stop him to dream big.
And the best thing is, even though he is
A successful scientist and medical doctor
Olympic wheelchair athlete
Fund raiser
World Record Holder
International Motivational Speaker
he is one humble guy,above all his successes

Despite being very sleepy throughout his talk,
i carried on and listen to him attentively.
I even wrote some notes.
And that you don't get to see often.
=D

''failure is an event not a person''

argh!

2008-08-02T19:45:00.011+12:00

I still can't believe i met ,hug and took pictures with SIMPLE PLAN.
Believe it or not! Im not so much of their fan but i was thrilled to see them!!
I felt this weird sensation crawling all over me wanting to get out.
And there was nothing i could do but scream.haha
I was with nadia and aizah, and believe me, we did not at all expect any famous person to
step out from the arrival gate.
And damn it felt so good.
I was the lucky fews(ironic that only abt 20 people we waiting for them) to get a glimpse of them before singfest .

We had a few silent moments after that, sat down and wonder off.
It's hard to really talk about what we were feeling,because this kind of things don't happen
on a daily basis.
So our mouth was numb and we couldn't speak.

arghh!!!
im so not over it yet.

chuck la siol!!heeand after school i met dzul.=D

pics taken with pieerre and Sebastien are with nadia..
ill update later=D

action speaks louder than words

2008-07-29T00:16:00.007+12:00

=(
Im keeping this birthday wish warm.

Dear,AZAM.
You have been such wonderful friend and bright the lights to my life.
Thank You for your friendship and many kindness to me.
I do hope your birthday is a happy one and that this coming year will be filled with magic,love and overwhelming joy.
From January Baby Girl to a July Baby Boy.

p.s: as long as you're happy.

i want to hear pretty things

2008-07-21T22:45:00.003+12:00

why do things go so well then go so wrong?
it's bloody irritating to figure out how you feel.
what you want, and what you expect.
i could ask but i ain't got no balls to do that!
ill fall flat on my face into some cow shit or something.
it'll make me look like a fool.
give me clues god dammit.
anything!something!
I need to know!
I want to know!
i hate to play the guessing game!

it's what I have to do, nothing to do with what I want to do

2008-07-18T01:27:00.003+12:00

Common test are starting and I sure as hell can't wait for it to be over.=D
Physics, POA, Maths, Chemistry and later, my much awaited O level certificate. haha
This are the only things of priority right now, before i get my life back after O level.
The others which are not listed can jolly well kiss my ass goodbye.
So there goes my intro.
and my ending.. cause i really have nothing interesting to write.

Wait!
Lemme just dig deep.
Actually.......

I do have something.

Nah, just playing.
I really really have nothing to write =D

have a great day y'all

o level art

2008-07-13T03:47:00.006+12:00

Nk tgk painting aku?

kalau tak nk tutop mate k.
this is like my 2nd layer.
and i got what? 4 more to go?
it looks so incomplete.

=Dthe angle sucks.that explains why the painting looks huge at the top.

i have not touch on the eyes yet and hair and most part of everything else. At the moment,that purple hair girl has no lashes.=D

close up.
the butterflies are incomplete.
EVERY FREAKING THING IS INCOMPLETE.
and it's driving me CRAZY!

FYI: that purple hair girl is suppose to be me..
i paint with reference of my own pic
excluding the hair though. =D

warning

2008-07-09T02:43:00.002+12:00

bilang aku maner nak dapat gini macam peh laki??
baikk kn?
sampai satu kawan aku tuu nk teberak tau!!
haha
tak nk bilang sape uh..
kecian tuan tu peh diri=D

because they will always be there for me

2008-07-05T01:07:00.007+12:00

this goes out to all my dear friends out there.
rapat tak rapat,aku anggap krg sumer same.
With whoever you hang out with as long as you're
happy and will always keep me in mind,
the least i could do is also to be happy for you.
You guys are angels I'll ever get to see on Earth.
Sometimes i feel that you guys are GOD little gifts to show me HE'S there,
to show me HE really care.
Cause that's how i feel when I'm around you guys.
And the best thing is; ill never have to impress because you guys accept my flaws.
I'm blessed.

GOD bless y'all too

Si beh sianx

2008-07-02T01:28:00.005+12:00

i was on the phone with a friend just now.
we went on and on to talk about this 'minah rep' that she hated.
i acted as if i gave a shit about what she was saying.
and so i simply went ''ah..abe?'' ..''kimek..''
i was half asleep and in fact i thought i had a dream about going to usher's concert .
and so..
she went on and on and on and on.
aku tetido ah abeh?
later, after i realized that i was starting to drool :), i held the telephone and the other line ended.
i walk idly to the kitchen to clean my face.

mummy: ape kawan kau?krg bebual pasal rogol2?
me: huh? rogol.mepek jer. asl kate gitu?
mummy: abe ape yang minah2 kene rape?
me: hahahhahhahahha... minah rep la. mane ade minah kene rape?

then i proceeded to the sink.
when i was asleep, my mum had listen to her talk.
And i bet she was talking about that 'minah rep'.=D

i told her that just now.
binget sey member =D
haha

''friendship isn't being inseparable. it's being separated
& knowing for sure that nothing will change.''

i screwed oral!

2008-06-26T01:52:00.002+12:00

i sat in front my computer and typed on the keyboard.
I watched as words appeared on the screen.
Letter by l e t t e r.
Satisfied, I clicked a button.
A post was made.

oral bsk?

2008-06-26T01:03:00.002+12:00

I wish i was more capable.
I wish i was strong.
I want to be something worth a damn.
I don't want to be empty. I don't want to feel like I messed up again.
I wish i was in control and perfect and capable.

i miss many things, and sometimes i mourn for the past,
for times that will never come again.
i did many sins, i screwed up, i blew it all,i was all a mess.
At times its me, other times were them butos.
Meanwhile, the person that i am today,is because of the tears and joy of yesterday.
I must remember to celebrate,for they are what make me 'ME'.

Shit happens. When it happens many times.
I purposely build a wall in my heart.
Just to protect it.
Cause I'm scared.
Even though you've change.
So tell me now, whose fault is it?

Oh, to hell with it all.

Nak promote movie la!

2008-06-20T04:12:00.007+12:00

I watched Its a Boy Girl Thing.
Its about two teenagers who never really get along well, Nell and Woody.
Well to make things short it tells how hatred can turn to love.
And i gotta say, i was blown away.
Not with the lame and predictable storyline,but with their lead actor.

Kevin Zegers!!

One hell of a good looking dude!
He is one of those hot guys I would love to meet.
That includes usher of course.
*winks*

Check him OUT!

Just look at that angelic face.

For a second I thought he resembles
ZACK AFRON from the hit movie 'High School Musical'.
With dimples that is C:

Don't they look alike?

[t]ell me pretty thing[s]

2008-06-18T03:36:00.003+12:00

Never trust someone completely.
Because anyone who can touch you,can scar you.
And anyone who can reach you,can leave you.

sometimes, i think i feel too much. i close myself up, and then i don't feel anything at all. some. ..balance. would be great.

Dey did this;
love the hair and lashes
that's me btw
=D

=D

2008-06-16T22:51:00.002+12:00

Im bck and i miss y'all!!

[i] wish i was in singapore right no[w]

2008-06-12T20:46:00.003+12:00

peepss

im here in kl..using the free internet service that has been provided.

im freaking bored right now,

and i wonder how long does it take, for an average human being to

die of boredom.

anyways a singapore sigh who i think holds a big position in the hotel that im staying in right now,

just bought us drinks.

hahahahahhaha

and ya..hello nana!=D

ps: keep me updated when i reach singapore

have a gooday=D

[s]crew the pric[e]

2008-06-10T17:37:00.003+12:00

Take a guess.
What is the cost for a cab ride from East Coast to Tampines in the early morning,say around 5 plus in the morning?Where the road is empty and the only thing that stops the car is the traffic lights.

If you guess that it's $2,you're totally clueless.

$6?,that'll probably be true a decade ago.

$11?,almost but not exactly.

$16?

BINGO!!

Yeah.It's freaking $16 Sing-a-bling-bling!

And that's because i alighted near SAFRA to walk to Tampines Interchange because the only money I had left was 2 red notes($20) and a couple of coins.I guess if i were to stop at Tampines Int,there goes my breakfast money and my bus ride home.

Also,i was running late and Aizah was waiting for me at MAC.Ds.
On my way there,I got a text message saying Fiqah boarded the plane and we were way beyond late ,should we have gone to the airport .

I was pissed actually,i thought of giving Fiqah
a big bear hug and tell her to have a save journey and my words of encouragement and all .
But the most we could do was just to text her Goodbye.=(.

Raise your legs and hands if you think that
the high cost of living in Singapore is ridiculous in so many levels?!
*yea,i see many struggling but i get the point=D*
And don't be surprise if later you need to bring your own
container to buy food, if they put a price to their plates!!
Or bring forks and spoons!!
Or even worse !your own plastic chair!
Or table!!
Might as well cook at home!!
If that's where Singapore is heading,
I am soo gonna migrate!!

With such an encounter(with the cab price i mean),i have made a decision.
I'll get myself a sexy car .Once i have the money ...and... a driver's license of course=D
Cabs are too expensive while buses and trains are way too crowded.
Then again, oil prices have increase,having a car is not gonna change anything.

CORRECTION!
I'll get myself a sexy bicycle.
Howboutthat!

P.S:
imissFIQAH imissFIQAH imissFIQAH
imissFIQAH imissFIQAH imissFIQAH imissFIQAH
imissFIQAH imissFIQAH imissFIQAH imissFIQAH

and im expecting you guys to miss me too.hahaa
Why? cause I'm going on vacation tomorrow till Sunday.
=D

goodbye

[i] love you stil[l]

2008-06-07T04:12:00.003+12:00

I forget a lot of things.
I forget to take my medicine, took it , then forget and I took it again.
I forget the days of the month.the month of the year.and the year of the time.
I forget to appreciate, and when i do ,i treasure it. Then I forget again.
I forget the details of my life and watch it fade away meaninglessly.
Sometimes I forget what pleases me , till i realize that i neglected someone and was being such a jackass.
I forget what I look like , and i when i pass by a mirror I don't know its me.
That person in the mirror ,
She cannot forget some things.
She cannot forget that she loves him. She cannot forget what makes her love him.
She will not go away.
But he did.

D=

2008-05-31T15:51:00.002+12:00

I'm thinking of shaving my hair BOTAK!
why? cause the blistering hot weather is always spoiling my mood.
one day I'm gonna drown in my own sweat i tell ya.

goodbye
and thanks to Yaser my com is now A OKEY!

[s]haring favourite[s]

2008-05-21T02:52:00.004+12:00

the sickest video !!
great collaboration!!
maroon 5 and rihanna.
adam's hwatt=D
''if i never see your face again.''

and the wicked track evaa frm BEYONCE!
i LOVE HER!
b did it again!

ouh just press play!

[h]ell n[o]

2008-05-19T03:54:00.003+12:00

i thought about it and I've come to conclude that
i am obsessed with LOVE and not obsessed with the man I'm in LOVE with.
I'm young and i FINALLY feel that I've not yet explore the world to uncover other options..
and i think you should do the same too
like Russell Peter enjoy saying
''be a man..do the right thing''
I am NOT gonna end up regretting my pick
HELL NO!!

besides
u irritate the crap out of me!

[b]orin[g]

2008-05-14T22:36:00.002+12:00

I don't usually post about my mundane matters.
Cause it gets bloody boring sometimes.
But today i just feel like talking about my remarkable day yesterday.
(hope you guys don't fall asleep)
*hee*

We had picnic.
Ain't so remarkable about that.
but i had fun.=D
b'Cause seriously ,i thought it was going to get
very draggy
and
deadening
and
dull
and
tedious
and
tiresome
and
all other negative views.
But it wasn't.=D

and ouu ouu...
we had water bombs war!!
and we also had kite.
but the kite wont fly =(
and we suck at flying=)

and thanks to these fantastic people who are responsible for yesterday
ME!haha,aizah,fiqah,nano,nisa,syaza,adk ayu,moobs,ilyas,an kambing,taufiq,amirul,kwa yuen,fad,hakim,yul=D

Lastly,
im running out of lame excuses to give MR talk like a bitch
for not coming to school just now.

And wait before i say goodbye.
here are the movies I've watched within the last 3 days=D
giler
and every single one of them are great!!

goodbye

[A]bsenc[e]

2008-05-09T23:31:00.004+12:00

Now, I know some of you are wondering whatever the hell

happened to me this few weeks as far as updating this blog is concerned.

So today I have decided to share with you the super secret

mission I was embarking on which is responsible for taking me away from blogging.

ITS STUDYING my freaking head off for mid year.

and that is not something you might expect coming from me.

But being a student in PRSS or any other secondary

school for that matter,thats what you do.

sedih kn?

However,today is officially the last day i have to study for mid year.

(cause Im not planning to study for Combine Science MCQs on Monday)=D

I need a break from ALL THE INTENSIVE WORK i had put my mind and body through

*giggles*

Recently, i've noticed that some people are taking things easily.

You know,we humans seemingly take things we acquire easily.

And that bothers me ..real freakin bad

Lastly, even though USHER has one of the best bodies I have ever seen on a male.

It really don't matter anymore because

I LOVE AZAM!

OK! ive said it.

and now im going to bury myself in shame.

Goodbye

[c]onv[o]

2008-05-04T03:03:00.007+12:00

i just had a convo with aizah a moment ago.
we got no exciting story to talk about
so we decided to make up an interesting story.

its in malay ..
for those who are not malay and don't understand.
keciannn
for those malays who still don't understand.
buat maluuuuuuuuu jeeeeeeeeeee=D

so it goes something like this...
aisyah in RED
aizah in PURPLE
(i just find it amusing=D)

hmm

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

*looK at aizahhhh angrily*

*then laugh at her cause she lOoKs scared*

hehe

* aizah sees aisyah's nostril flaring*

hehe

*aisyah close her nostril*

*then giggle cause malu*

*and then laughs cos she said 'where gt funny?!"

hahahhahahahahah

*aisyah laughs for real *

eh ***** gay

hahah

astaghfirullahalzim

da sha, kau ngn die, its over!

he has just joined mr poh

tak laaa ''alhamdullilah''

may god bless him

amin

tapi aku love gay tau

ko maner tau nie sumer

tak tau kn

knk

knkn

* aizah chanting some ayat suci *

*aisyah semboh2 muke aizah dgn air zam2 dari mulot aisyah*

*aizah woke up from a very bad dream*

*realises that what aisyah said to her was untrue*

*aisyah was only part of her dream.*

*in reality aisyah was a gorgeous fairy with no clothes*

*appeared in front of aizah*

*aizah batal air sembahyg.sebab tgk fairy bogel tak pakai baju*

*then she said''astarafirullahhalazim''

*and this time it was the right ayat*

haha

the end

haha

haha

the enddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

\fullstop.

brake! red light!

car screeches on the road

* aisyah keeps quiet*

*then she still keeps quite *

*cause she's dead*

*and that freakin fairy reappear*

*with clothes this time*

*but the fairy was just wearing a bikini*

*and suddenly, the bikini snapped!*

*DAMNN*

*she hilang*

*donnoe go where*

*somebody else appear*

*it was........*

continue uh

haha

ermmmmmmmmm

* and then a peacock appeared*

* the paacock could speak tamil!*

* aisyah was dumfounded*

:-O

that was wat i thoguht sia!!

haha

*aisyah dead LA!!

hah? serious? hahaa

kene langgar

tak sempat mengucap

tu sebab peacock appear

bhvzdkfbsd,fmbds,f>L

*aisyah's soul was dumfounded*

* she saw her dead body*

continue

*then she was wondering wearing the body is wearing underwear..cause she tak nk malu nanti mayat jumpe tak pakai sua dlm*

*so she selak2*

*but then she cannot SEem to touch the dead boy*

*body

*then along came a handsome man frm behind the dark alley nearby*

*he saw the dead body and decided to*..

continue

* have sex with the body

or callthe police*

he didnt know which to do

continue

*aisyah's soul wispered to the sexy boy*

*''SEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr unnnnnderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrwearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr''*

haaaahahahhahahahahhahahahahaa

*he was drunk.so he wasnt scared *

*he selak the dead body's pantS"

*abe..he discovered he cannot touch it*

* he was also dead!!***

baru kene langgar ngan oncoming car uh sebab mabok

hehe

* both the souls found each other in similar situations and sweared cars

* they held held and sung " ohh hes a jolly good fellow! "

held hands*

" and they became best friends*

* BFAL = best friends afterlife*

hahahahahahahhahaha

[p]elik ka[n]

2008-05-01T03:31:00.002+12:00

pelik kn.
ade org sederhane tapi nk belagak macam bapak dier bill gates.
showing off all those materialistic mother fucking things.
what are u trying to say ?ure bloody rich? nope.thats just evaxtragant spending..
wasting money on something u dont need

pelik kn.
ade org self centered (pike hidop sorang) tapi the fact is kite hidup ramai2.tol?

pelik kn.
bile kwan yg dekat tak di penting kn tapi lebih mementingkn kawan yg baru dikenal.

pelik kn.
drg nie tak sedar langsong.

pelik kn.
aku tibe2 blog in malay. =D
*i just feel like it uh

untk kawan2 ku yg loyal2 sekalian:
bersatu kita juang bercerai kita roboh!!
sapppp..
rosak bahase!
=D

[e]xclusive shi[t]

2008-04-26T01:39:00.010+12:00

Maths paper was a knockout
HELL YEAH!!
just thinking about that bloody tough paper disgust me so strong it makes me feel sick=X
so i turn to porn to ease the pain away.

ANIMAL PORNOGRAPHY=D
hahahaha
have a good gag at this one=D

this long-tailed harry primate looks please..
hmmm..
i wonder y?
so they had been monkey-ing around i see

and this pandas dont want to miss out on the fun=D

let me end this with an au revoir to MISS TAY!
you have been a wonderful teacher.
and i enjoyed your lessons,
though it can be a bore at times.
=D
and i wish the destiny in your life after this will be a better one
hee

As for the mjcs' tutors;
MISS YAH & thanks for the assistance
=D

ANDDD NOT FORGETTING!!!
HAPPY BDAE TO SHOLIHAN BIN RAHIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOODBYE

[m]id yea[r]

2008-04-19T21:12:00.006+12:00

BIG test(mid-year), short time, LONGGGG calculations and no questions to skip(they always say, '' e3 cannot afford to donate any marks'')

Im especially concerned with my combine science - the kind of questions where it is extremely easy to make a mistake.

And also combine humanities, whereby much brain power is needed to memorize all the junk. NOTE: my memory space is worn out and cannot withstand anymore junk. The space aint that big anyways. And damn im still uncertain about the marks allocation.

To sum up, Im going to sacrifice my week and days that i have left on this crap.
Which will be very useful as long as im on task and give
in my maximum clarity and distinctness in class.

and no!
im not going to stop using the computer.(computer is a good study source to me=))
As long as im on track.
Im still ok pe.

Goodbye.i made this time table on a filthy piece of paper with atrocious handwriting
and used it as my desktop wallpaper hehe
just to remind me of my exam dates la

[r]ando[m]

2008-04-13T02:34:00.004+12:00

im having an awful sore throat now.
it made consuming so painful.
i strongly believe the bubble tea i bought just now had caused this terrible annoyance.
not only does it taste wack, it made the upper section of your mouth feel sticky and slimy.
just like spilling glue into your mouth.
disgusting kn?
im guessing aizah too is suffering the same ''illness'' as me.
both of us drank the ''what looks like a bubble tea'' beverage.
this was what the bubble tea looks like.(the green one)
looks yummy doesn't it?
if looks could kill.i think im dead now=D

btw it cost 60 cents.
to be precise: 30 cents me and same for aizah.
awwwwwww..what am i complaining about!!??
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

*RANDOM GILER*

ps: cant make it to sentosa.
deepest apology.
=D

[i] just have to post thi[s]

2008-04-12T03:25:00.004+12:00

i was browsing Youtube when i found....

the longgggg losttttttttttttt EZYYY!!

he used to be my choreographer .
miss him man!!
he now has a dance group called VOGUELICIOUS

have you any idea how guys catwalk?
check this out!!
presenting ezzyyy and friends, VOGUELICIOUS!!
work it out guyZ!!

baikkk peee???
=D
*haa*

[F]uckin[g]

2008-04-08T00:20:00.004+12:00

OH FOR The Love of GOD!
forget my previous FUCKING blog entry
i was just being a BIG FUCKING BABY..
boo..

I was browsing at some unknown people blogs just now.
some click2 here and there,i finally
came across a blog that FUCKING disgust me to
the maximum-est YUCKY level of the FUCKING human capability

Not only were those FUCKING bastards had oral sex
and told the whole world about
their sexual intercourse IN DETAIL.
how he was wanking and how the cum looks like???
who in the right human mind would do such an abashing thing.
they even FUCKING include butt naked photos of them.
SO FUCKING TAK TAU MALU SIA.

of coz im not going to post the FUCKING pics here.
thats why im only posting the url:
(only for those who r interested n curious)
http://www.cumpassion.blogspot.com/

thats by far the FUCKING sickest BLOG I ever FUCKING encounter in my not so FUCKING life.*hope so*
=D

ps: sorry for the extreme use of crude words
it just suits the post about FUCKING

so long =D
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[d]ear go[d]

2008-04-07T01:04:00.002+12:00

Dear GOD
Im craving for love
I know ive not been a good girl lately
Lead me to the right path
Im slowly loosing myself
Nothing means more to me than YOU
IM SORRY

i need my babes right now

[s]ymphath[y]

2008-04-05T02:34:00.003+12:00

my deepest condolence to the family of Audi.
this entry is not so much abt him.

TO ZATI:

Death can get anyone at anytime, anywhere and everywhere
It takes away the happiness, tears your dream apart, cause emotional pains and it happens
too quiickly.
Sometimes, every time, u will perhaps have to cry over it
but at some point ,u gotta move on and be strong.
hold on to what you still got and make the best out of it
let go of the sorrows in life and have faith in yourself.
cause faith is what you can become.

Death is out of our control and GOD may have loved him more.
like aizah said, ''fate may take unexpected turns & undesirable twist.''
whether it drags you down or not im here for u anytime.
ill help you in every way possible.
in all sincerity pls accept my sympathy.

[w]eekend[s]

2008-04-04T22:11:00.003+12:00

whoa, looky-looky, the weekends is coming.
and i don't know bout u,but im gonna have loads of fun
=)

btw.changed my blogskin.
nice not?
:P

[g]r[r]

2008-03-24T22:14:00.003+11:00

This blog is so inconsistent & is coming close to being
redundant but it's still here
cause
I enjoy the fact that I get to post weird things
tt make sense to no one else but me.
Been trying my best to make the best out of my days.
And because of tt im feeling tired at the same time hopeless
for some reason.
Expectation has been set for me.
i have to perform and its accentuating.
grr

and thnx nisa for passing the thumbdrive.=)
buat susa jer=)

[t][b]

2008-03-21T02:25:00.004+11:00

Talk to her in movie theatres....
Hold her hand while u talk....
Tell her shes beautiful....
Look her in the eye when u talk to her....
Tell her stupid jokes....
Let her mess with ur hair....
Just walk around wit her....
Look at her like shes the only girl you see...
Play with her hair when she looks bored..
When she starts swearing at u,tell her u love her....
GET HER MAD,THEN KISS HER....
Tease her...
Let her tease u back....
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her....
Stay up wit her all night when shes sick....
Watch her favorite movie....
Kiss her forehead....
Write her letters....
If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her, GO....
Let her crap awy with u...
When shes sad,hang out with her....
Buy her ice cream....
Let her take all the photos of u she wants....
Kiss her in the rain....
And when u fall in love with her tell her

P.S:
i love u more today than i did the other day=)
LOVE TB!!
i really had fun just now!!
muaccckkZ!!
nk lagiiiiiiii!!!

[t]he boring lif[e]

2008-03-15T04:04:00.002+11:00

i'm too bored with my mundane staffs..
waking up in the morning ..
thinking today would be no more than days i've ever had ..
sometimes i felt a strange unelaborated elementary awareness of stimulation...or otherwise SENSATION
it always happens after i witness something like high school musical and almost evvery indonesian romantic movies.
then ill start seeing couples in envy.
ouuu its just hard to explain
haaahaaa.
mayb i dont make sense to most of you.
and maybe you'll think im just crapping away
but im not here to care about all that.
haha..
not to worry ,all that SENSATION will soon wear off..
=)

[h]ell[o]

2008-03-12T15:09:00.002+11:00

i just wanted u to know that u are really special

=)

[a]iza[h]

2008-03-04T01:13:00.006+11:00

happy bdae dear AIZAH!
i drew a portrait of us.
this will make sure i will always be in your memories..hee
and hopefully the wonderful times we had will always be cherish forever
=)
the drawing may suck.cause i did it in a short period of time.
but the thought that counts
MUACKHZ!!

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.

Happy Birthday!

[s]erenit[y]

2008-03-01T19:54:00.001+11:00

I am just tired with everything, to deal with people i don't really like.
so if u find me ignorant, most probably i don't like you

[l]al[a]

2008-02-22T22:26:00.004+11:00

earlier today i was awaken by Mubarak's message.
i replied a few text messages till my hp ran out of value.
i went back to sleep after calling Nadia to inform her that i wasn't going to school today.
however that wasn't the highlight of my day.

it was the conversation i had with my mother that had me stunned and furious.
a question could make me imagine things that couldn't be possible.or can it?
but there she was questioning me.
i didn't feel comfortable that she opened up to me like that.
we never really had a mother and daughter talk actually.
i hate this kind of feeling laa.

erghh ..lets just put that aside
and pretend nothing happened.
maybe aku exaggerate jer??mungkin..

bsk shibba competition.yey!
wish me the best of luck k,
i really need it
=)

[?]??[?]

2008-02-22T01:57:00.003+11:00

we act like nothing ever happened to us
we asked each other so much like we never meet before
maybe because we just wanted to catch up with what we had left
but we kept the sensitive issues away
even though we have the urge to ask , its just not the right time yet
but the truth is that ,i really miss u
and your sudden appearance made me realize this
remember the times when we were happy ?haha..good times
and remember how u played with my emotions?
i still hate you .
however . . . .

i cant reveal too much

[g]rr[r]

2008-02-17T23:55:00.002+11:00

For these past few days, my life is like a choo choo train.
Its moving so fast i lost track of time.
More like wasting time rather than doing productive stuff.
I have no time to do this and that.
And my time is occupied with irrelevant stuff.
sampai kn aku luper bsk ade social studies comman test.
until just now!
to top that.
i dont have the text book to study.
baik syaaaa

so now im learning it through internet.
=)

[r]eplie[s]

2008-02-10T21:09:00.000+11:00

AHBOI : hahaha..ah boi pe?? watever k fahmi =)
OSIRIZ : orite.. sure.. =)
DZUL : GO AND DIE!!!!
TRINNY : =)=)=)
IZZATI : awww..dont be sad..we're all here if u need us..=)
SUBHI : haha..tnx=) done changing ur pic aite
FIQAH : u goo gerl!!
PASSERBY : oh phuleessee... grow up =)
FIQAH : yea.MY BRITISH LOVER =)
IZZATI : ouu ..we all love each other
AIZAH : aku da re spell..suKE??
LUQIE : ure not mine..ure bapok's =) hahaahhaah
JASONMARZ : rightt..thnx for stopping by
RIZ : k watever..yg lepas tu lepas plss
FIQAH : lucU?? where got..comel sey..hahahahaha yerp the one i bluetooth
AFAD: ohh no biggy =)
= : wats nice?
LILY : belo!!
RIAN : gitu2 jer..n y ??
FIQAH : da tuka bebeh
IZZATI : DONE!!
FIQAH : nahh..itz ok..being with krg da cukop..sappp =)
NISA : done..n thnx darls.. =)
LILY : thnx=) ko tak abez2 pankeng!! tak nk uh!! * LIDAH KLUARKN panjang2 tunjuk lily*
ZICOnTEDY : mizz u too =)
HARDSTYLE AJEN : ouhh nvm dude
TIARA : really!! great!!
ATH : DONE!!
SABRINA : DONE!! yea...we rulee!! haha

sorry for the ouhh so late replies..
i just cant find the time =)
next time ill try my best to reply earlier.

btw yesterday pike nk ton dgn dstruct sebab nadia tak jadi kluar ngan aku..
tapi!!! entah lah wat happened dier ade hal kat esplanade!!
and yesterday was like my last day to meet him .
today he's going australia ..ns thingy uh.in two weeks time he'll b bck.
have a safe journey fahmi =)

cap

2008-02-09T03:52:00.000+11:00

i want an adidas blck cap right now!!!!!!

[s]ome came to leav[e]

2008-02-08T19:20:00.000+11:00

I don't know what you have stored for me but one thing for sure is
somewhere along the way,
we'll experience joy, love and pains.
May we enjoy each other's company as we explore God's wonderful world.
Help me to bear with you when you strike me with difficulties and pains.
May i see the challenges you bring as new paths that lead
to wonderful opportunities of renewing my entire self.

Not like some dear people in my life, they came to leave.
I hope their short-stay in my life would
make me a better and stronger person.
May their companionship give me a clearer and positive
view about myself and about life.
Thnx for making me apart of your ephemeral journey!

=)

ps: sexy beast takmo perangai..
ive had enough.and i know what's right for me

[g]ong xi fa ca[i]

2008-02-07T16:14:00.000+11:00

i didn't attend school yesterday.
im really enjoying my mum's away.

i just woke up and was feeling guilty
i did a really huge mistake
shit!

kepade yg berbansa tiong hua
GONG XI FA CAI!!
maaf zahir dan batin..hahahahahah
sala channel da!

kepade yg bukan
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

jom bobok!
ngantok arghh!

[u]ntitle[d]

2008-02-04T21:19:00.000+11:00

i stop doing my art just to post this.

after reading what izzati wrote about me, i smiled.hahaha
macam tak caye gitu kan.
i didnt know you appreciate me that much.
even though we had known each other since sec 1,
i admit we were never this close.
now i really love being around you!
you're one heck of a special friend.
i hope you know this.
YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS!
if you dont! ... SHAME ON YOU!
love yah!
same goes to my one and only adorably random ANAK ROZALLI
and my britsh lover ANAK RAHIM
saappppppppppppppp!!

this year have been one of the best year in my life.
this year i realize who my true friends are.
this year i am more motivated to do good.
this year i become a better person.
this year i am sitting for my O level!

SHIT!!
*leave computer to continue art*

[r]eality chec[k] life is hard

2008-01-31T23:15:00.000+11:00

things are not getting any easier for me.
im struggling very hard to cope with my studies.
apart from that, there are some issues i have to deal with.
if only I'd realized it earlier.
but nevertheless it's not yet too late.
hey at least im still trying.
baik shaa
=D

[f]rus gitu lo[h]

2008-01-28T19:57:00.000+11:00

i enjoy art. really.
but when theres time limit gue binget uh!!
i like doing it at my own pace!
frus gitu loh :/

ARGHH!!

[s]canner leh pka[i]

2008-01-21T22:13:00.000+11:00

yeyeyeyeyeyey!!
scanner leh pkai!!
yey yey!!
nie tryout uh!
this pic is one if my ideas 4 olvl i doodled in art class just now..
looks crappy but we'll see the final art work k..
=)

wheee...!!
and to everyonee yg celebrated my bdae with me..
i like to thanked every single one of u for making my day..
love ya'll..

IM 16!!!
wheee
pic raye..
berzaman uh..
=)

im setting things straight!

2008-01-12T16:41:00.000+11:00

At the start of last year, i made some resolution
to be more attentive in class, study smart, talk less and listen more,
be more organize so on and so for.

As you would probably have noticed by now, I am not near good at keeping
any resolutions.

Therefore resolution dont exist for me this year.
just goals.
tHink big and win it!=)

[a]rg[h]

2008-01-09T01:29:00.000+11:00

art is giving me a headache!!
pressurizing..dammit!!
i lost my POA textbk!!
ahhh!!
bodoh la syahh!
help me out Nash!!

ps: this blogskin is getting old
betta change

[s]choo[l]

2008-01-05T03:36:00.000+11:00

i got to agree that school really2 suck..
i really hate it..arggh..if i had a choice i wouldn't want to go to school.
as im already stuck at it..i might as well make gd use of it. my parents pay sia..
dont want to waste their hard earn cash ..
so frm now on..im gonnaa set things straight..
no more fooling arnd..no more slackinng..
no more crap coming frm me ok..
for another 9 moths or so i may lead a very dull life..
but im gonna make sure i ace my o level..
so i have no regrets living a dull live for 9 mths or so preparing for o's..

eyy i make sense=)

[l]or[i]

2007-12-31T14:05:00.000+11:00

hey idk if its too late
but does any1 still wants to go countdwn..
kawan aku bwk lori..tapi yg ikot tak bnk
dier nk berat kn lori..
dier anta krg balek lepas tu..
beep me as fast as possible.
ble sumbat lagi 1o org gitu k..
=)

btw kite going downtown

peace out

AND HAPPY NEW YR!!!

[b]ollywood feve[r]

2007-12-30T13:26:00.000+11:00

morning blogger!!
this few days ive got this bollywood fever..
since hithrik roshan appear in the talkshow koffee with kareen.
so hwat sia..
im officially in love with hitrik roshan!!
hahahahahahaa

enjoy this clip

HOT KAN!!

[b]ac[k]

2007-12-28T01:12:00.000+11:00

i just got bck frm kl a few days ago
wasnt all tt fun la..
its a tour..
so we have to follow the tour guide to every place she had planned to go.
my family n i wasnt the only group that went to the tour thingy..theres 2 other family.
within that 4 days all the families clicked n socialize so well..
i even made friends with this cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guy sia..
baik sha..*laughS*

nana n me spend most of the time together.
tido together.main roller coaster together.sumer la together.
menyesal jugak tau aku g tu trip..
pike maner peh gerek ntah..
the only best part was going to genting highlands which i already went for like
gazillion of times..

tapi satu gerek..shopping kat sane best..
sumer ade sale n murah2.
=)
bt overall the trip wasnt tt bad la..
dapt knl ngan fadli!!!
sapp nusa jayaaaa kapeee...
steady JACKkk =)

tapi tetap hati aku ngan amy! hahhahaa
k la k la...
mak aku suro tido uh..
SOK SKOLAAAAAAA!!!
ARGHHH!!!!!!

blumsempat enjoyss da bukak skola!
haizz

[k][l]

2007-12-22T23:11:00.000+11:00

IM OFF TO KL everyONE!!!
gonna miss everyone..
sape2 mau kirim pape msg aku k =)

nie pic last week nyer yg aku tak post..=)
i love raihana=)

[t]akmo confiden[t]

2007-12-21T17:27:00.000+11:00

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:

"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

found in this website.thought of sharing cause i find it hilarious .=)

EXTRA! EXTRA ! THIS JUST IN!
jamie lynn spears.16 yrs old
sister to the pop sensation britney spears
is now 16 weeks pregnant!
baby belongs to her long time bf.
name aku luper.
*tsk tsk tsk*

[r]elationship[s]

2007-12-20T02:44:00.000+11:00

yerp.
a topic most people would want to know more about.
how does it start?
how do u noe he's the right one?
how long can u last?
what makes it grow stronger?*hahaha*

ive recently watched Enews on tv
they told the viewers about the recent pamela breakup with idk who

its very weird that a guy would want to breakup with a hot babe like pam.
and for the record this wasnt her first breakup.
i mean seriously i thought every guy crave for her everynight before they sleep?
tol?
haha..

maybe im wrong
maybe these guys go for inner beauty?
yarr right..
haha

Even for me,if i dont find him good looking, there is no reason to get to know him more
and find out about his inner beauty or what so ever. Much less talk to him at all.
well i go for the whole package actually =)
(all the ladies who agree
trow ur hands up at me!!) *laughS*

This might sound soo shallow but its actually really true.
well at least thats what i thought.kn?

but i believe at this(my) young age(15)
there's no such thing as bf or gf
both genders are not ready to have a steady relationship.
im not sayin that anyone out there who's 16 and below n is in a relationship to break up or anything.
dont get me wrong.

in my observations.guys my age are super immature,and just want to show off
how cute/pretty/hot etc. their gf are.
if they were to know another hot babe he'll ditch her.i bet
its like fishing.
u get a lot of fish but the only one u take a picture with
is the biggest fish u caught.hahahha no offense,but thats how i see things .

same goes for the ladies.*haha*
for example .
in a situation whereby a geek happens to fall in love with an attractive lady.
even if she politely said 'NO' and the geek moved on and happens to have a gf a few moths later.
the lady will go ''how the hell did tt happened? how come i dont have a bf still? #%&* (and all the swearing continues
as if its the guy fault')''
that just plain ego n not jealousy

However, based on my observations, it seems that these days,
people are more open to accepting average looking ladies n men.

idk if u should feel disgusted or not.
but ive seen tons of good looking dudes kissing a not so good looking ''babe''.
or so the other way.
i feel like puking on the spot.
nah.. i just feel that couples should keep their intimacy to themselves
and not showcase it to the public.
ure NOT THE ONLY ONE IN LOVE GOD DAMMIT!!
we dont want to know how lovey duvey u are!
paham?

so shasha what kind of dude do u want in ur relationship?

frankly speaking.
i have some1 in mind already.
and we are working things out.
i do love him n he said the same.
we've been in a relationship but it didnt last.
but we're tryin to fix things up again .
no harm tryin.
so if in any situation i found him cheating on me or what so ever
i wont b so hurt unlike if we were in a relationship.tol?
im trying my best to be loyal tau..
baikk shaa!!

however,i dont at all go for sizzzlin hwat2 hunks.
they tend to cheat on their partners no matter how attractive she is.
at the same time,he is never ready enough in a serious relationship.
all they want is to have fun fun and fun!

just so u noe.
i dont go for fun relationship,i go for the serious ones.
fun can go after serious right?

as im typing im thinking abt all the guys ive been with
.i have no special feeling towards none of them xcept for one(AMY!!) frankly speaking.
just infatuation maybe?

ive learnt something new today.
im young and i wanna have fun.
bf can wait till im settled with everything.
livin in my own hse. buyin my own shoes.
supporting myself fully. so then i'll feel satisfied
and then bf can come n tumpang2 happie skali!!

U GO SHASHAA!!
=)
*laughs*

[a]lvin and the chipmunk[s]

2007-12-19T03:30:00.000+11:00

first of all im sorry la guys
i cant make it to etp..
takde sen sak aku
i went shoppin with my mum instead
we bought stuff for the trip to kl

then today was pretty much boring
got no plans
woke up like arnd 4 plus in the afternoon
then i dont noe what to do
so i went out with lily n gang
lpk2 jer..just to kill time
boring kn nari?!

but bsk im gonna watch alvin and the chipmunks with han
ticket aku yg provide tau
mak aku dpt free.
ahah

k bye!!

i still hate cirul tau! boo

[a]sian [i]dol

2007-12-17T04:25:00.000+11:00

eh cirul cukop uh dgn perangai taik kau tu..
ko benci aku fine!!?
tu hal kite due..
ko jer yg tau...
skg aku tak le bbl ngan ciko pn k pasal kau!!
just grow up dude..
wats past is past..
move on n dont INTERFERE WITH MY SOCIAL LIFE!!

n ya..
HADY MIRZA WON!!
mak aku kate..
singaporean jer yg tau how the sms system works cause we understand english unlike other countries..haha.
but nevertheless hady is one talented dude..
n i thought abihjeet was cute..haha

k gd nite..

[b]h[g]

2007-12-15T01:10:00.001+11:00

HELL LOWW!!!
amaciaM?
baik? kalau baik bagus la..
kalau tak baik g carik obat baik kn k.. lamee la lamee la..k k k...

k so i just reached home frm chalet..
had such a great time..
didnt think that it would be fun..
but it wass..they were great!!!thnx la krg!!
heee...
n thnx fer the ride amy.. love ya laaa!! hee..

but before going to the chalet..
aku ngan aizah ade interview uh pasal the advertising bhg thingy..
so we went there with amy at arnd 2.30 kite sampai orchard..
interview kul 2...
we were like 30 mins late..
so i thought kalau da sampai teros jumpe the err..wat do u call tt??interview-er??
we were at FORUM the shopping mall...we had a hard time finding the lift yg g office drg..
so yadayada..
da sampai .. we waited like half and hour again for the interviewer to habez interview yg lain..
so long seyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...kecian amy kene tunggu bawa cause guys are not allowed..HAHAH!!
n ouu ouuu..
the interviewer kn asked us to like buy this make-up set which cost $$350..
then attend makeup session la nie la tu la to noe how to use make -up..
cause u see..there will be no make up artist..WTH!!
so ya lepas tu..
turun alek mit tt amy..
then otw mitting him terserempak ngan baby tembam!
hahaha..
baby tembam seyy..eh btw elly...kening dier tak pink pnn..
hahahahhaha

so lepas tu we go eat then g chalet!!
=)
i had fun of coz..
love y'all la....

ps: aku miss school frendsss laaa!!!
sooo muchh!!!
i wanna hug n kiss everyone of u!!!
-fiqah
-zati
-wanie
-nurul nadia
-irah
-lisah
-mubarak
-class 3e3 sumerr la.. even hadi tauu =) haha..
usop tak!!haha

aizah n nadia aku tak letak krg sebab muke krg slalu jugak aku npk during hols
=)

astalavista BABeyy!

[b]log bar[u]

2007-12-13T00:26:00.000+11:00

change my blogskin again..
cause the previous one got some preview error..
yes this looKs terrible..
tagbox kluar ring..haha
nvm la k..
tak susa kn krg kn..
krg mase bleh bace kn kn kn..
k best..

so yest went out uh ngan zah..
beh kn kn kn..
amy ..last min buat hal..idiot la horr..
last2 aku kol tu amy ,dier ngan main pool!
tapi takpe =)

at night me n amy talked otf till the break of dawn ..
n insyallah y'all gonna c me on the bhg new face commercial..
hahahaha
mayb k =)

kk
o.k.b is on

sori eh takde pics..
aku da kate hp aku tak bags..
hp kawan2 aku pn tak bagoss
haha..jkjk

bye
=)

[j]ln[2]

2007-12-10T21:23:00.000+11:00

its raining like hell la..
n im freezing cold..
haha..

this few days i had loads of fun..
went skafest..town..parkway..blablabla..
i dont really like ska la..but..macam bnk org gitu kn pegi..
so i was wondering wat was so great la..
haha..it wasnt uh..trumpet all..eww..hahahaha..no offense to the ska lovers out there k..=)

went to suntec a few days ago..
deco was great..
parkway the next day..
thnx amy for the blanje..
dier spent alot on the candy machine..
its an addictive piece of shit..haha..
he spent like 30 bucks on that machine..
next...temankn cik maznah n cik faridah go buy ika her guess bag..
and atiqah happie 15th bdae on the 15 of dec..!!
sori no pics..my hp lousy..hahha

sadly today didnt go anywhere ..boo..
nvm tomorrow goin out with amy n zah..=)

peace out!
=)

[?]

2007-12-07T19:00:00.000+11:00

im pissed la..
yes i was wrong..
but u ppl are unfair..
sheeeshh...
im not talking abt any particular person..
but it just happens so much tt i had to bring it up..
u ppl stepped in my life accidentally..yes accidentally..
(shouldn't have known them..grr)
beh da kluar diam2 uh..dont need to tell ppl bad things abt me..
goshh..i didnt do tt..
u noe its very saddening ..
im not all tt bad sia.... arhjfgtrskugfy

sorrie for all the overemotional post k...
ill end here.. im not gonna elaborate..
they're just wasting my time

PEACE OUT!

[?]

2007-12-07T01:53:00.000+11:00

k just made this stupid lookin blogskin..
getting bored with the old one..
=)

n fiqah..
kuching kau cute nk mampozz!!
if only they shit as nice as they look.
haha..

k peace out!
i hate updating la =|

[o]h ye[a]

2007-11-27T17:04:00.000+11:00

does anyone noe how to take part in the UBAH UNIK show??
i swear my room needs a makeover..
like my dad always say ''macam kandang babi''..
and ouu ouu..i think the babi he's referring to is him..
whwhahahhaha..
irritating tauu ..org da kemas dah bersihkn..beh dier mkn minum kat bilik aku....!!!
grrr..nain kali buang je meje makan yg ade katt ruma niee..
bju2 busuk dier sumer kat bilik aku..
mayb i shud tell the UBAH UNIK crew to turn my room into a walk-in-dusbin.. X)

thats it!
pheww finally ive updated =)
i soo need to slip
goodday evry1

ps: u're still better offf without me =) orrite2 baby?
hee

[h]ah[a]

2007-11-19T17:41:00.000+11:00

aku miss zico aku miss zico ARGGggHHhHhhHH..
haha..

k watever..
err..
here are sum pics kn yg aku nk post..
nie sumer yg lum post k..
n more will b coming =)

lighting macam taik kn..haha

[r]ay[e]

2007-11-08T20:26:00.000+11:00

yes i look this bad when i wake up every morn

muke masai sakkk!!

AKU tak update tapi aku ltk pic raye bole???
suke ati aku uh..
hahahha..
nahh..
im just lazy =)

n i miss boboi uh.haha.
nk pinjam hp lagi!!!! leh?haa